Thursday, April 27, 2023

Eastend: Farewell Old House



The wind is up today
 northwest again I think
The cable which brings the phone
 or the power, something vital
 clatters against an eavestrough
 sets up an eerie low screech.

When the wind really ramps up
 this old house has its creaks
 and moans and the sound
 of socked feet thumping lightly
 down stairs which aren’t there
 the boy with the quick steps
 I mean, the stairs are here.

It is a friendly house
 there is love here
 good people who take care of it
 & welcome those who dwell here.

So I will miss these prairie sunsets & the Cypress Hills.

Not so the knocking on the upstairs windows
 when Scotty the T-Rex pokes his big nose
 through my bedroom blinds
 just wants to know, the big showboat
 if I wrote about him yet today.

 

 



Tuesday, April 25, 2023

Eastend: On Seeing Whooping Cranes For The First Time

 

 

 

 

                                                    overhead six whooping cranes

                                                                

 

                                                 fly so high 

                                                 endangered 

 

                                                  tough beauties

                                                     determined

Monday, April 24, 2023

Eastend: The Ghosts in our Lives



The pick-up trucks go up or down
a gravel road heading into the Cypress Hills
Ranchers, I assume, all that space 

or to the ghost town of Ravenscrag
which Google tells me has 29 souls

When I leave here I want to drive there
on that winding gravel road to see that place

like the Walhachin Valley in B.C.
where upper-class English immigrants built wooden flumes
to water their orchards in the semi-desert
and played polo and enjoyed elaborate teas
before the men marched off to the Great War
and some, not all, were slaughtered in France
 

 A myth abides but most returned to the Walhachin
but abandoned it by 1922 

It now has a population of 31
some wooden flumes remain
high up on the hillsides if you look
and know what you are looking at 


 

 



Saturday, April 22, 2023

Eastend: Some Are More Temporary Than Others

Some of us leave this earth 

   better than we found it 

Some of us go far afield 

   from the place where we were born 

Some of us leave monuments 

   charging into war on bronze horses 

Some of us leave this world 

   and the world is better for our loss

Some of us leave books and songs 

   which chime in hearts and minds forever 

Some of us leave grateful children 

   to sing our praises until they go too

Some of us spend our days quietly

  shielding our young just surviving

 



 

Thursday, April 20, 2023

Eastend: New Moon

 
Woke at 4:55 a.m.
Starting reading a mystery on my phone
Until 6 a.m.
Decided life is too short
For gruesome occult thrillers
Even well-written ones and sent it back
To the library from whence it came
Partly-read but as with coffee, tea and wine
True love, bread, cheese and books
Loyal friends, kind strangers and ice-cream
Life is too short for pale artificial imitations
Of the real deal
Accept no substitutions
Forge on for quality, inside and out

Up high the New Moon means
It’s dark, yes, but also the time to start
New projects, indoor tomatoes, a poem

Wednesday, April 19, 2023

Eastend: These Trees That Dance

 
My neighbour’s beautiful many-branched birch
-a European weeping birch I do believe-
A most graceful, tall and swaying tree
A contrast to the massive spruce near by
festooned with cones, a bumper crop
beloved by Bohemian waxwings and robins too
who perch at the very top

These two tall trees stand in two backyards
Companions, coniferous, deciduous
Friends despite needles, or not
the birch holds its leaves in a tight grasp
against today’s relentless snow
Black spots, there are a few, broken branches too
They matter not, the trees stand and sway
Buffer and shade and offer shelter

Some of us humans could take lessons
observing these trees

 




Monday, April 17, 2023

Eastend: Dry Ground At Last



three boys walk down the alley
the sun glints off the baseball bat
their gloves and surely someone
has the softball for this first game
of Five Hundred or just a casual hit and catch

women friends walk their dogs and confide
while their hounds revert to wolves
sniffing for any trace of intruders
left on dried grass and tree trunks

thinking then about the first dry patch of dirt
outside Transpine School in the Peace
how we’d etch out hopscotch squares
decide our categories- mostly breeds of cattle
horses chickens even pigs
the names repeated twice before each hop
a stone on every square after all had hopped safely
one-legged wonders celebrating Spring

today I wore my running shoes for the first time
my own light-footed celebration of dry ground

Saturday, April 15, 2023

Eastend: Spring Run-Off


The water is trickling every which way

Finding old paths, pouring down hills


Blasting through snowbanks heaped at the base


Spooling through culverts below the farm driveways


Seeping past tree roots still frozen but thawing


Steeping the waters like good strong tea

Down in the valley the river is rushing

Released from the wintery grip of the freeze-up

Now it is shoving the bergs and the blocks

And the still-massive shelves of thick river ice

Pushing the chunks like a child plays with sailboats

The bathtub his ocean where boats go to sea 










Friday, April 14, 2023

Eastend: Writing Like a Spring Unsprung




Looking ahead I am realistic
Five more good years
Maybe ten or even fifteen
Or two.

It does not help to speculate
It does not help to bargain
The question would always be
Who with?

If ever there is a time to live
In the moment, carpe diem
It is here and it is now
I’m on it!




Thursday, April 13, 2023

Remembering Molly Brown the Unsinkable Lighthouse Dog

 Here’s something a little different today because my camera and I cannot do justice to the large snow flakes drifting down today, April 13th, in Eastend, Saskatchewan. It’s actually very beautiful but my photos make it merely grey. That will never do.

So while looking through a notebook where I’ve kept writing ideas, rough drafts and random notes over the years, I came across a poem I wrote in 2010 for our new young pup, the unsinkable Molly Brown. It made me laugh and I hope, come rain, snow or shine wherever you are, it will make you laugh at our little lighthouse minx as well! 

We miss her still.

 

The Flirtatious Bodacious Ms. Molly Brown

Our new pup is like certain Grade 9 girls I recall
She loses her mind at the sight of men
She wiggles and giggles and trots after them all
Men in tool belts, oh my my
Men on ladders balancing paint cans
Men landing on our helicopter pad
Men, weary, with coffee mugs in hand
Men urgently speaking into radio-phones
Men with lethal machines to run
Oh, men, men, men!
Molly Brown swoons at the merest whiff
Of diesel, shaving cream, bacon, Players tobacco
Manly men-of-action aromas
We, her people, are just chopped liver, dull fare

It’s time to graduate, Ms. Brown
Time to saunter past the men, aloof
Time to make them drool first, not you
Time to emulate The Cat.


Wednesday, April 12, 2023

Eastend: The Deer Are Limping

Three deer are limping today
On the village streets
One walks on just three legs
The casualties of vehicles no doubt
Some trucks do like to roar
Down these quiet yet never quite empty streets

A lone birdwatcher with binoculars
Hopes for a new bird, a migrant
But finds only raucous starlings today
And one small deer down beside an old house

The deer is dead, and very recently
Its eyes glazing over
In front of this small empty house on Main Street
She makes a note to call the village office
Best to move it soon, before warm weather

Tuesday, April 11, 2023

Eastend: From the Cemetery POV

 From up here in the long steep hills to the west
The village is tucked out of sight, mostly
A few tall roofs and some trees are all
The eye can see and elsewhere it’s more hills
Cypress Hills, the start or the end of them
Depending on your point of view

There’s just me and the gophers here today
They gave squeaky airy hoots
To warn their buddies of my arrival
They’ve certainly taken over the place
The gophers in the graveyard
The deer in the village but it’s all nature’s way

We lived, we gave birth, we loved, we suffered
We are beloved or at peace or silent on the matter
Some of us remain a mystery, reticent with details
We are a name with a date of birth, another for death
One, I was pleased to see, laughed often & loved much
And one other, a rancher is far-seeing...

 




 

Monday, April 10, 2023

Review of The Piano Teacher by Dorothy Dittrich & Notes on Book Reviewing

Review of The Piano Teacher, a play script
By Dorothy Dittrich
Published by Talonbooks, 2022: 9781772014020

An edited version of this review appeared in the Spring 2023 BC Bookworld. It has been my pleasure to write reviews of books in nearly all genres for this indispensable book review quarterly magazine since 2013. I hope to continue for another decade or even two. I plan to keep writing books and poems and reviews until I pop my clogs or lose my marbles, whichever comes first.

When I am offered a book or a choice of books to review by the BCBW publisher, my rules are as follows: #1 I won't review books I don't like at all. Life is too short for petty wars of words. I don't need the aggro, as the Brits say, and writing is too personal and too difficult to have yet another reviewer vent their egos and/or spleens on a book that may have taken eight years to write and another five years to find a publisher. (Or is it just me who takes that long? Anyway, I'm always on the side of the writer.) I don't hold with the slash and burn, or the passive-aggressive non-stop quibbling schools of nasty reviews and to the naysayer who sneered and said I was merely writing book reports, well, I'm still reading amazing books by much more talented and generous writers than yourself and getting paid for it quite nicely, thank you! Happily, I've received the most appreciative thank you notes from some of those very talented authors who so deserved to have a light shone on their contributions and I treasure these notes. With the perilous state of all print media these days, a review in BCBW may be the only printed, hard copy review some books, who deserve much, much more attention nationally, ever get.

Fortunately there are so many very good and absolutely great writers in B.C. that I have yet to turn down a book offered to me for review purposes except for #2, I won't review books written by close friends because it is a professional magazine and I am paid because I am an objective professional writer. When I know too much about the struggle to write and complete a certain book, when I have commiserated and cheered on the author, well, I cannot write a balanced review after all that. Still, I try to make the time to praise the books of my friends and acquaintances, as far too many of them are writers, a smart and funny tribe to hang out with. I'm not going to ignore them because I do try to read their books of course. So I'll gladly put in a good word for free on Goodreads or in other social media like this blog. It's the least we can do, as writers and readers, to spread the word about really good books. If I don't praise them, well, see #1. You may have written a slightly dull book this time out. Or, more likely, I was too busy trying to finish my own book or swamped by a million other tasks which distract me from my own writing. And finally, #3, I don't pick or lobby for any of the books I get paid to review in BC Bookworld. That's the publisher's job, to assign books to the many good reviewers she already has on standby. She knows I'll review books about gardening, hockey, hi-lo vocabulary, travel, short stories (my favourite genre), novels (second favourite especially mysteries, my brain candy of choice), BC history (tied for second favourite), all kinds of memoirs, growing mushrooms, you name it. Other much more clever reviewers can tackle landscape architecture, cerebral poetry and the autobiographies of business tycoons.

Forthwith, a new genre for me: a playscript from the venerable B.C. publisher, Talonbooks, always pushing the edges, always publishing interesting, innovative and downright edgy writing. Oh, and that's #4, I don't write reviews for books by publishers when I'm under contract and working on my own book with that publisher. That's called the appearance of conflict of interest, a pretty obvious no-no I would think, buttering up your own publisher's new crop of books for possible future personal benefit. I'm spelling all this out because I've been asked about reviewing over the years, and have been lobbied a fair bit by hopeful authors and so on, which I've tried to gently deflect. I've also learned a lot because I read lots of book reviews and have done so for many years. My list of do's and don'ts aka basic professional standards for myself comes from seeing some mighty egregious mutual back-scratching and old buddy championing as well as being inspired by brilliantly incisive and expansive book reviews. I refuse to be cynical about books and the whole ecology of publishing. It's a tough business to be in. Now, here is another brilliant writer whom, like the authors of 98% of the books I've reviewed, I have yet to have the pleasure of meeting!

Winner of the 2022 Governor-General’s Award for Best Canadian play script and the Jessie Richardson Award for Outstanding Original Script as well, The Piano Teacher is Dorothy Dittrich’s fifth script for the stage. Reading it is a master class experience for writers at any stage who write in any genre. Pitch perfect and powerful writing.

I was not in the right place at the right time to see this two act play on stage for its debut but after reading the script in book form, published by Talonbooks, I certainly hope other theatre companies will choose to mount it so I can plan to attend. Dittrich is a Vancouver-based musician and writer, a composer, playwright, sound designer and musical director. Her play for three actors comes with such specific musical notes that I sought out certain compositions by Haydn, as played by the Beaux Arts Trio and revisited Aaron Copland’s Appalachian Spring by the New York Philharmonic Orchestra just to hear the desired musical ambience. I could well imagine the beautiful musical pieces swirling out to an audience from amidst the 3-D presence of the players on the stage.

Do not skip over the illuminating Foreword by Yvette Nolan, who directed the first production of The Piano Teacher at the BMO Theatre Centre in Vancouver, produced by the Arts Club Theatre Company. Or the equally compelling and nuanced Introduction by dramaturge Rachel Ditor. They understand Dittrich’s clean, clear melody through Elaine’s voice, the pauses and hesitant harmonies as Erin is introduced, and the bounce and energy of Tom’s lines. They understand grief and healing and joyful release, and why this play is dedicated by the playwright: For all those who have worked through a difficult passage.

The essential plot emanates from a tragedy, slowly revealed, as experienced by Erin, a classical pianist who has been unable to play for two years. The classical music quintet she used to perform with is waiting for her to recover and so is a major orchestra touring opportunity but she is blocked, overwhelmed by the loss of her husband and son. This is compounded by the fundamental loss of her own musical means of expression. Think of a painter who cannot imagine what to do with colours anymore or a sculptor whose world view has gone flat, and stays that way. A psychiatrist and another counsellor have not worked for her. Then, she attends a student recital and meets Elaine, an unconventional piano teacher who gives her hope for a breakthrough. As Elaine gently reacquaints Erin with the piano, I was reminded of other kind and skilled people among us who work with traumatized children as art therapists and with the ‘whisperers’ who work with abused horses, who rebuild relationships based on trust by patiently overcoming fear.

We witness the relationship between student and teacher blossom into a true friendship and then, as any perceptive teacher well knows, the roles can reverse with gifted pupils and the concepts of teacher and student flow back and forth. For Elaine, ever optimistic, kind, and generous, is coping with decades of her own repressed sadness, and no small amount of physical pain. She reminds herself, several times, that Oscar Peterson had arthritis in his hands but he didn’t let that stop him from becoming one of the world’s most accomplished pianists.

Those of us who sing in choirs know how much better we feel in mind, body and spirit after a rousing rehearsal we’ve dragged ourselves to on a cold and damp night. Some of us were lucky enough to grow up in a house with a piano and other instruments, to learn to read music by taking lessons and to become lifelong musicians, amateur or professional. Next up on the stage is Tom, a skilled carpenter whom Erin has hired to build a window beside a large and dark stairwell landing, a spot in her house she considers wasted space.

Tom comes from a working class family and his love of old tunes like “Stardust” and “My Buddy” was instilled by listening to his grandpa sing along to the radio in his truck as they picked up lumber and did other building trade errands. Music lessons were unaffordable but music appreciation was a joyful given every day along with the love of solving design problems and working with wood. Tom confides to Erin, whom he does not know is a fairly famous pianist with recordings to her credit, that he would love to take piano lessons some day like she does.

The power of music to heal, to overcome pain and to restore joy and love in our lives is honoured by this remarkable work. Given that a musical written by Dorothy Dittrich, When We Were Singing, has toured Canada and the United States, I wish for even more exposure and success for The Piano Teacher.

Sunday, April 9, 2023

Eastend: About The Deer

 
 


 

You can’t help but see them all
The deer who are here
Promenading down the alley
Drinking from the small seasonal lake
Beside the grain elevator
In two’s or three’s or herds of a dozen
Prancing down the avenues
Browsing the lilac hedges
Around small empty houses
Tracks crossing the Frenchman River
Where the ice still holds fast

We live here only on sufferance
In the unceded territory of The Deer

 


 

 

 

Saturday, April 8, 2023

Eastend: Out-Of-Towner

It could be the red beret
Sensible wool but pretty bright
It complements my Stewart tartan scarf
Guys driving mud-encrusted pick-ups
Do the classic double-take
It could be because I’m the only adult
Walking, not driving this wide main street
Or maybe it’s just obvious
A stranger in a village of five hundred souls

The friendly woman in the grocery store
Asks me outright: Are you the new Stegner lady?
I allow that I am
She beams at me and asks me what I’m working on
I reel off book review short story maybe finish a novel

She’s not artistic she says
When I ask if she’s a member of the Arts Council
But her co-worker defends her
Reminds her she decorated the whole store for Christmas
We all smile and the young man behind the till says
He used to eat crayons so they called him artistic too
We all laugh and I head out with my groceries
Ponder how lifting the spirits with colours with words
Spreads joy however we do it
With the tools we have at our disposal
Or spend a lifetime refining

Friday, April 7, 2023

Eastend Saskatchewan: Take One

 April is Poetry Month, among other good causes, and although I'm late in contributing, I am finally settled in at the Wallace Stegner House in Eastend, Saskatchewan and have set myself the happy task of writing a poem a day. It's a very good way to 'shake the language loose' and to push myself, when stuck on long-term large writing projects, to write something new every single day. It's what makes the wonderful opportunity to do a month-long residency here so valuable to writers and artists, the chance to shake up our routines, push ourselves out of our comfort zones and tackle new projects in this upstairs study with a west-facing view at the edge of town. The amazing arts council (Eastend has a population of about 500 souls) maintains and administrates the Stegner House, after buying it in 1988 and restoring the interior and exterior to the original plans. Residencies have been offered since 1990.  

Eastend Saskatchewan: Take One

Today I walked three short blocks
Mostly on sidewalks
Hopping over the abundance of deer poop
Avoiding thick crusted ice packs
The murky puddles and snowbanks
Good thing I wore hiking boots
My down jacket and plaid wool scarf
Sunglasses and my red beret

It was -17 yesterday morning
A blizzard the day I arrived
So I stayed inside this 1916 wood frame house
With a view of prairie sunsets glowing
Like incandescent nectarine juice flowing
Over the snowy Cypress Hills
A westward view I’d call sublime
From the windows of this upstairs study
I cranked up the heat a few degrees
Added more layers of down and wool
Read and wrote and thought and cooked and slept

But today I walked to the school
Gave my Fear & Imagination talk
Complete with mohair tarantula computer mouse and rubber snake
To my K-3 audience who were learning
The difference between a comment
And a question and mercifully the librarian
Had twenty-five years of experience
As a wrangler of unfiltered off-topic
Needy delightful and/or distracting behaviours
 

I read my two picture books and showed the rest
They all sang Twinkle Twinkle Little Star so sweetly with me
Fielded comments about holidays and brothers and ticks
Did my best to answer good questions
About how to make books with hardcover bindings
And about how long it took to write books (True answer: my whole life)
Then the inevitable question forever in the arsenal
Of my K-3 fan base
“How old are you?”